Amanda, Just read your posting from 1/17. I want to express the great sorrow I have for you and your family. There really isn't anything to say, because it is all so horrible and painful. But sometimes it helps a tiny amount to know that others care, and that you are not alone. My daughter and son-in-law also just experienced the loss of their second baby on 1/21. Precious Elianna was born at 22 weeks 3 days after a very difficult pregnancy. She was taken to the NICU and everything possible was done for her. However she only lived for 16 hours. My first grandchild was born at 18 weeks 3 days on 12/28/07. That was a difficult journey, but this will be even more difficult. Those feelings of hopelessness are there. We do have our belief in God, and I hope you also have that belief. But right now even that is difficult. I told my daughter that I hold onto the hope that God will call each of us back to Him. May that happen for you also. I'm so sorry for the loss of your two precious babies. You will always miss them, but I'm sure there will be other joys in your life to surround those holes in your heart. And I'm thankful that you have a wonderful husband/Daddy to your babies, and family to walk with you.
